Red Hot Mutha'

i'll hold your hand while they drag the river i'll cuddle you in the undertow i'll keep my hand on your trigger finger i'll take you down where the train tracks go
let's wile away the hours let's spend an evil night together
we'll drink a toast in the torture chamber and you'll go down on a bed of nails we'll rendevous in cold blood i'll tie you up to the third rail
let's wile away the hours let's spend an evil night together
who's gonna make you a hero who's gonna blow you away who's gonna make you a hero hold it right there
it's a multiple down in solitary and you'll uncover the evidence shanghaied by a fishnet stocking i'll hold you close while they dust for prints
let's wile away the hours let's spend an evil night together
no need for cake or flowers let's spend an evil night together

they've blocked blogger, so now I can't blog at work, but no matter. Perhaps they're reading it and they want the system's shittiness kept on the D.L. They're still trying to operate the system like they did 25 years ago and they refuse to admit it isn't working. I keep trying to make it better. Every year I say this is the year that's going to make a difference, when in fact it just gets worse. Most teachers are either ready to retire, or they're so brand new they don't have a clue. Me, i got my real family to worry about, so i'm not going to waste time trying to teach parents at my school how to be parents. Shit, if you don't know enough to make sure your child is doing his homework and to show up at conferences, then there's nothing I can do for you. You're too far gone, and I'm tired of wasting my energy.

Anyway, I'm going to spend VD sitting around eating chocolate and drinking coffee, seeing as how my doctor's office is closed and it's too goddamned icy to go out. My baby boy is at his nona's house, and it feels weird without him today. Quiet.

My last message for you kids is this: Get your shit together before you have a child. There's no time for anything else, and you won't want to have it any other way.