Red Hot Mutha'

I HATE MY JOB!
I just had to separate a girl fight. Much, much worse than any boy fight, these are. These girls still would not stop even when I was between them. Then, when I thought I had it all under control, the one picks up a friggen chair (over her head) and starts to throw it at the other. I caught it just in time. Then, the one girl ran away, out the door and across the field.


I can't take this shit. I supposed to be an art teacher!!

What is this?! I go to Walmart at 6:45 in the morning and they have NO Cars figures at all (I'm talking about the Turbocharged Matchbox-type ones, 'cause there seems to be like friggen tons of different versions)...I'm looking for the BLue Mater, of course, and I'm convinced everyone else is looking for it too. A couple a weeks ago, I almost had one. I shoulda just grabbed for it, but there was a woman in front of me reaching for it at that moment. I tried to use the Jedi Mind Trick, but even THAT didn't work. That's not the Mater you're looking for . Then a pure evil thought came over me: I should take it from her cart. Fuck! I've never taken anything from anyone's cart before. Fuckin'Evil shit, toys are. I did not take it from her cart. I walked away, knowing that I'd find one sooner or later. Well, Xmas is a little ways away; we have every other friggen car in the whole goddamned movie and NO BLUE MATER! (And getting the other Cars was no small feat either.)


Anyway, tonight's my last night of BellyDance until February. I'm really hooked on it, even though I think I suck. I can't for the life of me figure out how that gorgeous lil' Rachel Brice does undulations like that..it's totally not human.

I think I like bellydancing because it's the first thing that I've done that doesn't make me feel fat.

Cool.




"I don't want to start any blasphemous rumours but I think that god's got a sick sense of humour and when I die I expect to find him laughing...."
Depeche mode (again)

you wear guilt
like shackles on your feet
like a halo in reverse

I can feel
the discomfot in your seat
and in your head it's worse

there's a pain
a famine in your heart
an aching to be free

can't you see
all love's luxuries
are here for you and me

And when our worlds
they fall apart
when the walls come tumbling in
though we may deserve it
It will be worth it

Bring your chains
your lips of tragedy
And fall into my arms

When our worlds
they fall apart
when the walls come tumbling in
though we may deserve it
It will be worth it

depeche mode

"My teeth made a mistake and bit him."
-boy in my art class, age 5

is it normal that i'm actually sad that the yellow wiggle, greg, is going to be leaving the group? I mean, he was like THE wiggle. the cute one. The Paul McCartney of the group.


having a kid does weird things to you.